Boys won’t like me anymore if I gain weight. I don’t see myself as thin, I see myself as I looked at one hundred ninety pounds. I just want to get rid of my legs and my hips. Then I’ll be happy. I’ll look really good if I just get rid of my fat legs. Then I wont be so obsessive, I bet you.
On the rather good days, I’m completely in control of my eating habits; however, when I do have bad days, they’re terrible. Shear hell, if you will. Some days I will eat until I feel sick and very uncomfortable. Other days, I will barley eat anything at all and be perfectly okay. I don’t like this, not one bit. I dislike the food freak outs I have ever so frequently about my...
Pale Blue Eyes
FBb Sometimes I feel so happy, FSometimes I feel so sad. DmSometimes I feel so happy, BbCFBut mostly you just make me mad. BbCFBaby, you just make me mad. CFLinger on, your pale blue eyes. CFLinger on, your pale blue eyes. Thought of you as my mountain top,Thought of you as my peak.Thought of you as everything,I’ve had but couldn’t keep.I’ve had but couldn’t...